It 3:57! Are you not coming? Come on, jump in! Or we will be going! This is the only 3:57 Train!
Wake up! I woke up! Look around! I looked around! What is the time? 3:57. Get up! I got up! Someone died! Who? You don’t know? No! Then why did you wake up! I don’t know; I just did.
“I am bored and dissatisfied with everything”
Yes, I remember she said that, but I was not there. I did not even know her!
“I am a complete failure as a person I am guilty”
Yes, she said that, too!
“I am being punished I would like to kill myself”
“I used to be able to cry but now I am beyond tears
“Yes, but what do you want me to do? She is not here!
“I have lost interest in other people I can’t make decisions”
I wish I was there.
“I can’t eat”
I can’t sleep
I can’t think
I cannot overcome my loneliness, my fear, my disgust
I am fat
I cannot write
I cannot love
My brother is dying, my lover is dying, I am killing them both
I am charging towards my death
I am terrified of medication
I cannot make love
I cannot fuck
I cannot be alone
I cannot be with others
My hips are too big”
“Stop it! Stop it! Do not repeat! That was a psychosis! It was a fucking psychosis! Do not repeat it! She could have lived!”
“Why? Are you scared? No! Then what? Nothing! I knew I was not supposed to go see that scene! I knew!” “Why, what happened?”
“That’s I don’t know! I have been hearing that train since then! What train! 3:57 Train!”
“Do you hear it? It might be coming? Or did we miss it? She could have lived! It was a psychosis!”
“Yes!” “I am driving it!”
“Did you drive 4:48 Train, too?”
“Who are you?”
“You see me every day yet you don’t know me?”
“I see you everyday?”
“Yes even every moment, I rule you!”
“No! I rule your mind, too. I rule all the other minds!”
“Fuck all the other minds that pushed you into this train!”
“They pushed her into 4:48 train, too, didn’t they?”
“Is that the reason why they keep it on the stage, get joy out of my pain!”
“She should have lived!Kane should have lived!”
“They did not let her, they made her sick!”
“I should live!”
“It is too late, you are on the train! You won’t live whether you jump off or stay!”
You have just read the half of this week’s story. It is a little different from all the other stories you have read so far.
However it is very important to me as I dedicate it to an author who I loved but never had a chance to meet her while she was alive.
Please do complete it with a sensitive and tender heart.
Wishing you all a wonderful week.